Almost 30

Well I am about to be 30. I know that's not really that old, but not too happy about it nonetheless. I've been in a foul mood this week so I thought I'd reflect back on how wonderful the past year has been and all I have to be thankful for.

The addition of baby Ian. He melts my heart. I am trying to cherish every moment with him because I know how quickly this time passes. I am so thankful for his adorable, happy and chubby self. I truly look forward to every moment with him.

Our move out West. Although there are still some lonely days and the shopping is just dreadful, it feels right to be out here, closer to family and the farm. I really enjoy going out to the farm and hearing the boys moo once they spot their cows. I knew my husband wouldn't last long in a big city. He is excited about his future out here, which makes me happy. He looks good on a farm working cows.

Brian leaving his job. It was an extremely difficult decision for him that took more courage than most people have. I am so lucky to be married to him. The boys don't know it yet, but they couldn't have a better, more loving role model.

The twins finally walking. It took them a few months longer. I remember how excited I was the day Samuel took his first steps and then again a week later when Luke followed. I'll never forget the smiles on their faces from their big accomplishments.

Samuel's clean bill of health. I can't ever forget that miracle and answered prayer.

Giving away our sweet Sasha. Talk about a difficult few weeks for me, but 100% the right thing to do. I'm glad she is happy and making someone else laugh. She is quite a dog.

Our 2nd babymoon to Colorado. Totally different that our 1st babymoon to New York, the first week of December and 20 weeks pregnant with the twins. I fall into a deep stupor thinking about my pedicure, peaceful nap in the sun, and relaxing, fulfilling meals. I'll never take another kid-free vacation for granted.

Friday night dates and Saturday morning donuts. It's the little things.

So I'll be leaving my 20's. No big deal because I'm surrounded by my 3 little guys who keep me young and on my toes. I am also thrilled to not be pregnant on this birthday. I was basically pregnant for all of my 20's. I shouldn't be spending near as much time in the bathroom, in the fridge and at the doctor's office this decade. My friends and husband are also in or entering their 30's. That makes it a little better I think. I am also going to Dallas in a few days. I can't wait!!